Thursday, July 26, 2012

And I would change everything.

Ever felt like you're never good enough? Like, whatever you do, will never satisfy anyone..not even yourself.

That's me.

Yeah, I admit, I have a problem with myself.

I don't have confidence. No self-esteem...nothing.

Everyday, I wake up trying to be a better person. That's good right?

I try to read more to improve my grammar and English reading skills.

I try to paint and draw to improve my drawing and paint like a proffesional.

I try to exercise to get that " Victoria Secret " body.

I try to learn how to cook to impress my family and my " future " husband someday.

I take care of my skin every day just to feel good about my self.

I try my very best in school just to make my parents proud.

But sometimes, all of that is just not good enough. Never..enough.

I have a problem, I know.

And to be honest, lately, I haven't been feeling good, or y'know, good enough. Heck, I don't remember the last time I've felt good enough, beautiful, or just...worth it.

Hmm, I'm just a teenager with problems.

I don't really get the point of this blog entry haha.

Oh wells, just emptying my heart....did that make sense? blehh.

hmph. Now back to PLL.

Sunday, July 22, 2012

I am baaaack!

Imbarak 3laikum ilshahar! :*

Just came back from Thailand 3 days ago. A day before Ramadan<3

Thailand was AMAZING. I travelled to Malaysia and then from Malaysia, I went to Chiangmai.

Malaysia was good . But all I saw was Saudis! SO MANY Saudis! Not saying that it's wrong but  I didn't expect to see THAT much.

Thailand was better for me<3 More Kuwaitis haha, jk, I love Thailand. I met 2 Thai friends there! and had an amazing time with my family.

My bag was the only bag that weighed over 35kg. Whoops.

I will post and review stuff I bought from Malaysia and Thailand soon!

Ramadan Kareem and don't eat too much sweets! :p